New

It's amazing what god puts in our lives,
I never could imagine the blessings that he has given me,
The pain that I've felt, just washed away,
The heartache that I thought would never leave,
A new love that would replace the lost.

Waiting for You

I'm here,
Here waiting for you,
When all I can do is cry,
Cry in the silent pain,
The pain that no one knows
Except for me,
I'm scared baby,
I'm scared,
Will I see you again?
Will you ever hold me in your arms again?
Assure me that everything will be okay?
To tell me to wait a little longer?
Do you think of me?
When the bullets fly?
When the bombs go off?
Will you think of me?
Will you remember my face?
The eyes that looked into yours,
That pleaded for you to stay?
The hand that held yours,
The lips that kissed you so tight,
And the words.
The words I said,
The words that only wanted to say,
I love you,
The one thing I truly knew,
I'm here,
Here waiting for you.
Waiting for the knock on the door,
The one phone call.
To see your face.
To tell you that I stayed,
Stayed because I want you,
Only you.
I was faithful,
I was loyal,
I remained yours forever,
But what will you say?
Please remain mine forever,
or...
You've wasted your time.
But no matter your answer,
I will stay.
Because I never gave up.
I wanted us
I still do
My love is yours
My heart will remain yours
Because I trust you.
Do with it what you will
Break it, shatter it,
Love it, Protect it,
Mend it, Keep it,
Because you are my other half,
You always have been,
Every human,
comes to earth as a half,
Looking for the one that makes it whole
And I know.
I know what makes me whole
Its you
Look at your necklace, just look down
I love you.
And I'm here.
Here waiting for you.

Soldier Boy

You left it behind
All you cared for
A girl at home, an engagement you kept,
A letter each day,
The tears soaken through,
As she waited for only you,
She cried every night,
Scared you were hurt,
But she knew that you were looking at the same moon,
Your letters in return,
Kept her going through,
Future weddings and love,
Made the time bareable,
She was scared, she was scared,
You made her nightmare come true,
You said you'd never let her go,
But I guess thats what you tell this new girl,
Too.

The beautiful lies

You could tell me that it wouldn't hurt
That you wouldn't leave
That you loved me
But thats what scares most
The Beautiful lies that you whisper
The words that could soften the hardest
The sentences that could move mountains
The ones that in the end
Won't mean a thing
So go ahead fill my head
Make me believe
Your beautiful lies

The way you make me feel

Do you know that life used to be beautiful?
When you were near, and i could feel my purpose for once,
when you could simply smile and life was worth living,
but when you left,
life was a black hole,
nothing could stay, and all i could feel was the pain,
your kiss could save my life,
the magic was pure, the one thing that i could rely on
was you.
and now that your gone, your beloved return seems to be farther away each day.

My Beauty

My Beauty, My beauty
You always would say, with the glitter in your eyes,
As your hand would touch my face,
As your lips kissed mine,
As I closed my eyes and held so tight,
My Beauty, My beauty
You said with that ring, with the diamond in the middle,
When you were down on your knee,
And I said yes with tears in my eyes,
As we embraced securely as one,
My Beauty, My beauty
You said at the alter, as you promised with an I do,
As I promised you my love,
Which was sealed with the final kiss,
And our hands clasped forever,
My Beauty, My beauty
You said as I screamed, with your hand being squeezed,
When I felt so much pain,
When the doctor finally said good job and you're done,
And the baby was handed into your arms,
My Beauty, My beauty
You said with tears in your eyes, and a worried face,
As it became harder for me to breath,
As I slowly fell to a final sleep,
And I felt our eternal last kiss.
My Beauty, My beauty
My one true life forever.

The mysteries of the world............... the questions of the future,
like my friend once said, life is never set in stone,
but it scares me,
the unknown scares me,
to know that there is no truth in the peace i wish i could feel,