Do you know that life used to be beautiful?
When you were near, and i could feel my purpose for once,
when you could simply smile and life was worth living,
but when you left,
life was a black hole,
nothing could stay, and all i could feel was the pain,
your kiss could save my life,
the magic was pure, the one thing that i could rely on
was you.
and now that your gone, your beloved return seems to be farther away each day.
Thursday, July 1, 2010
Monday, June 7, 2010
My Beauty
My Beauty, My beauty
You always would say, with the glitter in your eyes,
As your hand would touch my face,
As your lips kissed mine,
As I closed my eyes and held so tight,
My Beauty, My beauty
You said with that ring, with the diamond in the middle,
When you were down on your knee,
And I said yes with tears in my eyes,
As we embraced securely as one,
My Beauty, My beauty
You said at the alter, as you promised with an I do,
As I promised you my love,
Which was sealed with the final kiss,
And our hands clasped forever,
My Beauty, My beauty
You said as I screamed, with your hand being squeezed,
When I felt so much pain,
When the doctor finally said good job and you're done,
And the baby was handed into your arms,
My Beauty, My beauty
You said with tears in your eyes, and a worried face,
As it became harder for me to breath,
As I slowly fell to a final sleep,
And I felt our eternal last kiss.
My Beauty, My beauty
My one true life forever.
You always would say, with the glitter in your eyes,
As your hand would touch my face,
As your lips kissed mine,
As I closed my eyes and held so tight,
My Beauty, My beauty
You said with that ring, with the diamond in the middle,
When you were down on your knee,
And I said yes with tears in my eyes,
As we embraced securely as one,
My Beauty, My beauty
You said at the alter, as you promised with an I do,
As I promised you my love,
Which was sealed with the final kiss,
And our hands clasped forever,
My Beauty, My beauty
You said as I screamed, with your hand being squeezed,
When I felt so much pain,
When the doctor finally said good job and you're done,
And the baby was handed into your arms,
My Beauty, My beauty
You said with tears in your eyes, and a worried face,
As it became harder for me to breath,
As I slowly fell to a final sleep,
And I felt our eternal last kiss.
My Beauty, My beauty
My one true life forever.
Monday, March 8, 2010
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Treatment for Danny Boy
"I love you my little Danny Boy"
Beinning: A young teacher, Ms. Daniels, is beginning her first year of being a Kindergarten teacher. It was the first day of school, the busiest day of her life, a day that she also would never forget. That day she meets a young boy named Danny, and his mother. He is a very quiet little boy, extremely shy and is always secluding himself. His mother is truly the only one that could understand him. His mother is his only friend.
Middle: One day, Ms. Daniels recieves a chilling phone call. Danny's mother had been in a sudden car crash and had been killed on impact. Danny had asked to have a call be sent to her, the only person he trusted now that his mother was gone. Throughout the rest of the story the Danny and Ms. Daniels begin to develop a better relationship, and she soon feels the love that his mother must of had for him. Danny begins to trust his teacher, and soon begins to love her as he once loved his mother. He begins to interact with the other children. All of a sudden, something changes again, and he begins to seclude himself again. Ms. Daniels began to notice bruises and cuts on Danny's face and arms, not to mention him not wanting to go home. He would always come up with an excuse such as falling down on the way to school, or accidently falling of his bike. Things only got worse when he would start showing up on her doorstep late at night with a bloody nose or a black eye. Ms. Daniels finally had the courage to look into the situation. She learns that he now lives in a small apartment with his father, a cold man who never said much to anyone. She goes to the police to look for background on his dad. It turns out that there had been domestic abuse calls from his mother before she had died. Ms. Daniels is now determined to get Danny away from her father. She had called the police and they said that they would investigate.
End: One day, Ms. Daniels noticed that Danny wasn't there. She knew something was wrong, for her had been very proud of his perfect attendance record. She calls in for a substitute teacher and rushes over to Danny's small apartment. She smashed a nearby window with a large rock, and climbed into the apartment. The lights were off, but glass and pillows spread across the floor, there had been an obvious struggle. In the middle of the mess, Danny lay on the floor, unconsious and injured badly. She calls 911 and an ambulance rushes him to the hospital. The police arrest his father. As she waits in the hospital with Danny, she doesn't leave or sleep. She didn't want him to have to go into a child home or have to go into foster care, because she knew that he wouldn't do well, and she loved him too much to seem him be in a bad situation. She decides to adopt him. She now has the son that she always wanted, he has a mother who loves him dearly once more, and she also saved his life.
Beinning: A young teacher, Ms. Daniels, is beginning her first year of being a Kindergarten teacher. It was the first day of school, the busiest day of her life, a day that she also would never forget. That day she meets a young boy named Danny, and his mother. He is a very quiet little boy, extremely shy and is always secluding himself. His mother is truly the only one that could understand him. His mother is his only friend.
Middle: One day, Ms. Daniels recieves a chilling phone call. Danny's mother had been in a sudden car crash and had been killed on impact. Danny had asked to have a call be sent to her, the only person he trusted now that his mother was gone. Throughout the rest of the story the Danny and Ms. Daniels begin to develop a better relationship, and she soon feels the love that his mother must of had for him. Danny begins to trust his teacher, and soon begins to love her as he once loved his mother. He begins to interact with the other children. All of a sudden, something changes again, and he begins to seclude himself again. Ms. Daniels began to notice bruises and cuts on Danny's face and arms, not to mention him not wanting to go home. He would always come up with an excuse such as falling down on the way to school, or accidently falling of his bike. Things only got worse when he would start showing up on her doorstep late at night with a bloody nose or a black eye. Ms. Daniels finally had the courage to look into the situation. She learns that he now lives in a small apartment with his father, a cold man who never said much to anyone. She goes to the police to look for background on his dad. It turns out that there had been domestic abuse calls from his mother before she had died. Ms. Daniels is now determined to get Danny away from her father. She had called the police and they said that they would investigate.
End: One day, Ms. Daniels noticed that Danny wasn't there. She knew something was wrong, for her had been very proud of his perfect attendance record. She calls in for a substitute teacher and rushes over to Danny's small apartment. She smashed a nearby window with a large rock, and climbed into the apartment. The lights were off, but glass and pillows spread across the floor, there had been an obvious struggle. In the middle of the mess, Danny lay on the floor, unconsious and injured badly. She calls 911 and an ambulance rushes him to the hospital. The police arrest his father. As she waits in the hospital with Danny, she doesn't leave or sleep. She didn't want him to have to go into a child home or have to go into foster care, because she knew that he wouldn't do well, and she loved him too much to seem him be in a bad situation. She decides to adopt him. She now has the son that she always wanted, he has a mother who loves him dearly once more, and she also saved his life.
Sunday, December 13, 2009
Hero's Journey for Hot Rod
Ordinary World: Rod, a childlike young man with a hormone disorder, continuously performs insane stunts that seem to cause serious bodily injuries. But of course he always has his hilarious band of kind, yet slightly off, close friends. "Hello, I am Rod, and I like to party." :)
Call to Adventure: Rod has always had to compete with his stepfather, to show that he was truly a man, until Rod comes home one day and is told that his stepfather is dying. Realizing that he is losing his chance to finally show up his stepfather, he realizes that he must raise money for his extremely expensive surgerly in order for him to be able to show his stepfather that he truly can be a man. "Have fun being married to SATAN!"
Refusal of the Call: This happens later in the story, when Rod is humiliated in front of his whole town. His stepbrother makes a movie that is premiered, but when it is watched, it makes Rod look very unskilled. He is extremely angry and ends up causing public damage. He is forced to spend all of the money that he had already made on fixing the damage he had caused. And to top it all off, his mom finally decides to tell him that she had lied to him all his life about his father being a stuntman and being killed during a stunt. Hearing this news makes him doubt himself, and he decides to quit. "I'm sorry sweetheart, he actually choked on a peice of pie."
Meeting with the Mentor: Rod has many mentors throughout his journey. Before every stunt he does, he calls upon the spirits of the animal gods. "Oh spirit of the bottle nose dolphin come upon me." "Spirits please protect me.......may they protect you." His friends also train him by putting him through many series of training tests, which many of them include drowning him and running over him with a car. "QWUISKY! QWUISKY!" Also, the beautiful Denise, the girl of Rod's dreams, teaches him and trains him through her magical yoga ways. "So is there a move that can cause a grown man to crap himself?"
Crossing the Threshold: He starts creating his plan to earn the money for the surgery. He tells his plan to his friends when they are at an ice rink. "Lets celebrate! popping of the bubble wrap."
Tests, Allies, Enemies: He starts doing shows, most of them literally blowing up in their face, but still making money. He also meets Jonathen, Denise's jerkface older boyfriend, who treats her and them very crappily. "And who are you princess?"
Approach: His friend his hit in the eye with a peice of metal, and calls Rod lately at night to drive him to the hospital. On the way there his friend tells him how ridiculous he had been acting lately. Kind of sets him straight. "Holy crap!! We just ran over a tiny bus!" "Hospital?" (points at a trash can.) "No, trash can." "Oooooh."
Ordeal: The day.....the moment..... comes when Rod is about to take his final jump. "I am going to kick your butt!"
Reward: He earns all of the money he needs for his stepfather's surgery. "A roast goose for everyone."
The Road Back: Rod is revived, and his life seems to be better. "Don't let your dads eat pie."
Resurrection: Rod is assumed dead when he is knocked unconscious when falling off his bike during his big stunt. He has an out of mind experience, and is revived by Denise's voice. "You were right, the Grilled cheese won."
Return with Elixir: Rod earns all of the money for his dad's surgery, and is finally able to beat him up. He also tells him that he is finally a man. He also gets his first kiss, and now gets to be with the girl of his dreams. And he finally starts to grow his mustache. :)
Call to Adventure: Rod has always had to compete with his stepfather, to show that he was truly a man, until Rod comes home one day and is told that his stepfather is dying. Realizing that he is losing his chance to finally show up his stepfather, he realizes that he must raise money for his extremely expensive surgerly in order for him to be able to show his stepfather that he truly can be a man. "Have fun being married to SATAN!"
Refusal of the Call: This happens later in the story, when Rod is humiliated in front of his whole town. His stepbrother makes a movie that is premiered, but when it is watched, it makes Rod look very unskilled. He is extremely angry and ends up causing public damage. He is forced to spend all of the money that he had already made on fixing the damage he had caused. And to top it all off, his mom finally decides to tell him that she had lied to him all his life about his father being a stuntman and being killed during a stunt. Hearing this news makes him doubt himself, and he decides to quit. "I'm sorry sweetheart, he actually choked on a peice of pie."
Meeting with the Mentor: Rod has many mentors throughout his journey. Before every stunt he does, he calls upon the spirits of the animal gods. "Oh spirit of the bottle nose dolphin come upon me." "Spirits please protect me.......may they protect you." His friends also train him by putting him through many series of training tests, which many of them include drowning him and running over him with a car. "QWUISKY! QWUISKY!" Also, the beautiful Denise, the girl of Rod's dreams, teaches him and trains him through her magical yoga ways. "So is there a move that can cause a grown man to crap himself?"
Crossing the Threshold: He starts creating his plan to earn the money for the surgery. He tells his plan to his friends when they are at an ice rink. "Lets celebrate! popping of the bubble wrap."
Tests, Allies, Enemies: He starts doing shows, most of them literally blowing up in their face, but still making money. He also meets Jonathen, Denise's jerkface older boyfriend, who treats her and them very crappily. "And who are you princess?"
Approach: His friend his hit in the eye with a peice of metal, and calls Rod lately at night to drive him to the hospital. On the way there his friend tells him how ridiculous he had been acting lately. Kind of sets him straight. "Holy crap!! We just ran over a tiny bus!" "Hospital?" (points at a trash can.) "No, trash can." "Oooooh."
Ordeal: The day.....the moment..... comes when Rod is about to take his final jump. "I am going to kick your butt!"
Reward: He earns all of the money he needs for his stepfather's surgery. "A roast goose for everyone."
The Road Back: Rod is revived, and his life seems to be better. "Don't let your dads eat pie."
Resurrection: Rod is assumed dead when he is knocked unconscious when falling off his bike during his big stunt. He has an out of mind experience, and is revived by Denise's voice. "You were right, the Grilled cheese won."
Return with Elixir: Rod earns all of the money for his dad's surgery, and is finally able to beat him up. He also tells him that he is finally a man. He also gets his first kiss, and now gets to be with the girl of his dreams. And he finally starts to grow his mustache. :)
Thursday, November 19, 2009
The Gift I would Like to Give Final
A gift I would like to give, a life I could change, a person I could effect. A gift that could change the world, that could stop the pain and suffering, that is a gift I would like to give. Maybe something to live by, something that could change the course of someones destined journey.
My gift would be something to believe in. Something that gave hope to the world. A value? A person? A guideline? Any of which that someone could have faith in. Something that would give life meaning, and a chance to grow. It could be religion for some, it could be a companion for others. Something that makes life worth living.
“We are all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars.” by Oscar Wilde.
Life, frankly is not always fair. People are losing hope quickly, the darkness filling their eyes rapidly. But then there are the others, the ones that can see the light at the end of the tunnel, the stars shining brightly in the dark sky in this case.
What would be the point of living if we didn't have something to look forward to, something that we could believe in. Where would we be? Where would the inspiration to live life to the fullest be?
My gift is for the people that feel alone in this world. When my dear friend told me, "I don't want to live anymore. What is the point? There is nothing here for me," I would of given anything to be able to give them something to live for. My friend is why this gift is so important to me, so he wouldn't have to go through the pain he would inflict on himself, which in turn, hurt me as well. He did things I know he regretted, but it was his way of dealing with his blurred feelings, the emotions he didn't understand. He has no idea how much he truly had to live for; a family, an awesome home, leaders and teachers that would of done anything for him, and people who truly loved him...including me. He didn't realize any of this though, and I just wish I could of helped open his eyes wider.
My gift of having something to believe in, could really save lives. It would help people understand and realize how much they have. They can see that the suicidal actions are pointless, that its really not worth it to do those things, because they could see that they would be working against everything that was good in their life.
Everyone on this earth, that lives, that breaths, all wish that they could change something in there lives. It could be adding something, could be discarding something, but they believe that it could make a difference in their happiness and satisfaction level. But our life is not like a words document, we can't edit what we don't like to make it better, we have to live with what we already have. This gift would help people focus on the positive, it would give us a real reason to keep moving, keep living in this frequently degrading world. Just because the world is trying to make a point by bringing us down, doesn't mean we have to go down and fall into the trap.
This gift isn't something that can happen automatically, we need to work on developing it. People need to just begin to see the good.This world is truly filled with a lot of crud; a lot of things that want to leave us helpless, things that want to swallow us, to make us no more. Its so hard to see the beauty behind the bleak ugliness that seems to cover many of our lives, but the point of this gift is to be able to see past the cloudy visions, and to see the brightness that is in all of our lives somewhere.
My gift would be something to believe in. Something that gave hope to the world. A value? A person? A guideline? Any of which that someone could have faith in. Something that would give life meaning, and a chance to grow. It could be religion for some, it could be a companion for others. Something that makes life worth living.
“We are all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars.” by Oscar Wilde.
Life, frankly is not always fair. People are losing hope quickly, the darkness filling their eyes rapidly. But then there are the others, the ones that can see the light at the end of the tunnel, the stars shining brightly in the dark sky in this case.
What would be the point of living if we didn't have something to look forward to, something that we could believe in. Where would we be? Where would the inspiration to live life to the fullest be?
My gift is for the people that feel alone in this world. When my dear friend told me, "I don't want to live anymore. What is the point? There is nothing here for me," I would of given anything to be able to give them something to live for. My friend is why this gift is so important to me, so he wouldn't have to go through the pain he would inflict on himself, which in turn, hurt me as well. He did things I know he regretted, but it was his way of dealing with his blurred feelings, the emotions he didn't understand. He has no idea how much he truly had to live for; a family, an awesome home, leaders and teachers that would of done anything for him, and people who truly loved him...including me. He didn't realize any of this though, and I just wish I could of helped open his eyes wider.
My gift of having something to believe in, could really save lives. It would help people understand and realize how much they have. They can see that the suicidal actions are pointless, that its really not worth it to do those things, because they could see that they would be working against everything that was good in their life.
Everyone on this earth, that lives, that breaths, all wish that they could change something in there lives. It could be adding something, could be discarding something, but they believe that it could make a difference in their happiness and satisfaction level. But our life is not like a words document, we can't edit what we don't like to make it better, we have to live with what we already have. This gift would help people focus on the positive, it would give us a real reason to keep moving, keep living in this frequently degrading world. Just because the world is trying to make a point by bringing us down, doesn't mean we have to go down and fall into the trap.
This gift isn't something that can happen automatically, we need to work on developing it. People need to just begin to see the good.This world is truly filled with a lot of crud; a lot of things that want to leave us helpless, things that want to swallow us, to make us no more. Its so hard to see the beauty behind the bleak ugliness that seems to cover many of our lives, but the point of this gift is to be able to see past the cloudy visions, and to see the brightness that is in all of our lives somewhere.
Many people feel like life is just to hard to deal with. I know in my life, I've felt worthless, the darkness felt like it just encircled me. I couldn't see through the fog that seemed to box up around me, its deadly attraction to me wanted to smother my vision of the goodness that really was in my life. At one point, I had completely given up on myself. I thought, why is this happening to me? When will this change? Why can't life just let go of me so I wouldn't have to go through this anymore? But one of my dear friends told me one day, why are you doing this? Can't you see how many good things you have in your life? So snap out of it, you're ridiculous. That was a shot to my heart for sure, but those harsh words really saved me. I saw that I really didn't have anything to complain about, and that I truly did have many things that made my life good. That person is someone that gave me hope, which brought me to realize that I had many things to believe in.
This subject, makes me want to give more than a gift, more like a miracle. Its always so painful when a dear loved one finally gives up, gives up on their lives, by completing the final task. You feel like a wonderful gift was wasted. And all that runs through your mind is, what could I have done to help them? To help them see what they truly had? This gift could really save someone, someone who has blurred vision and who feel unstable. The heartbreak and the loss could really be cut down, and rejoice could really replace that. You wouldn't have to see the crying mother, father, or dear loved one who just don't understand the reasons, but to see the happiness that should fill their eyes.
I truly wish I could give this gift to anyone who truly needed it. I know how it feels to feel alone in this world, to not see any hope, but truly, there is always hope, and I hope that this gift would help people see that. This world needs something to believe in. This gift could cure a case of depression, to saving someone's life, to saving the world. How would this world be if the hope could help overcome it's struggles?
Thursday, November 5, 2009
A Gift I'd Like to Give #1
A gift I would like to give, a life I could change, a person I could effect. A gift that could change the world, that could stop the pain and suffering, that is a gift I would like to give. Maybe something to live by, something that could change the course of someones destined journey.
My gift would be something to believe in. Something that gave hope to the world. A value? A person? A guideline? Any of which that someone could have faith in. Something that would give life meaning, and a chance to grow. It could be religion for some, it could be a companion for others. Something that makes life worth living.
“We are all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars.” by Oscar Wilde
Life, frankly is not always fair. People are losing hope quickly, the darkness filling their eyes rapidly. But then there are the others, the ones that can see the light at the end of the tunnel, the stars shining brightly in the dark sky in this case.
What would be the point of living if we didn't have something to look forward to, something that we could believe in. Where would we be? Where would the inspiration to live life to the fullest be?
To be continued...
My gift would be something to believe in. Something that gave hope to the world. A value? A person? A guideline? Any of which that someone could have faith in. Something that would give life meaning, and a chance to grow. It could be religion for some, it could be a companion for others. Something that makes life worth living.
“We are all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars.” by Oscar Wilde
Life, frankly is not always fair. People are losing hope quickly, the darkness filling their eyes rapidly. But then there are the others, the ones that can see the light at the end of the tunnel, the stars shining brightly in the dark sky in this case.
What would be the point of living if we didn't have something to look forward to, something that we could believe in. Where would we be? Where would the inspiration to live life to the fullest be?
To be continued...
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